I am feeling so frustrated. I had to let this stew for a little bit, and not write immediately. It would not have been nice!
I got weighed and measured yesterday....hmpf! I was not impressed! I really feel like I have been working hard and being fairly diligent with calorie tracking as well as going to TRX and circuit training classes. But absolutely no results...none...nada...zilch! It really sucks. (please do not tell my kids I used that word).
okay, now that I had my own little pity party. I have booked in a session with Jo on Friday to do a bit of an analysis of what I have been doing right and what I can improve on. Here is hoping to success on that front. I do not want to say I am going to give up, but it is very close to the tip of my tongue. Going to the gym 4 days a week translates to about 6.5 hours out of my week that my house is not being cleaned, and my kids are not getting specific directions from their mother. It does not sound like very much, but I really feel like the house is falling apart...the kids are getting away from me...and then there is the fact that I am not having success....frustrating!!!
But I will start.....again!
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart." Helen Keller
2 comments:
Praying for you! I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL! I worked with my personal trainer for 2.5years with very minimal results. I was following to the enth degree her food plan; I was at the studio 6days a week. I had 30min personal training and then 45mins classes.. then I went to a endocrinologist and a fertility specialist(diff from Emilie) and discovered I am broken and NOT INSANE...but then the diagnosis just may drive me there.. I am stuck where I am until GOD heals me. How humbling is that! I guess like Paul I am to learn to be content in all circumstances and never forget that despite my circumstances that I am a child of God and He DOES love me and will never leave me! I pray that you will find a sense of peace and answers.
Love PRR
But you ARE different! You can do so much more than you could six months ago. Simple things like climbing the stairs! It will come. Focus on what is changing on the inside...including all of that brain stuff. The rest will come! Patience young Jedi....
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